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There are Some Days
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A Birthday Post
takeruu
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お誕生日おめでとう!!!!!! >_<


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Hiatus....
takeruu
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no internet connection for about three weeks..
means: no fangirling-material update *cries heavily* (sorry for being drama-queen)
OK,  think of it as some kind of detox. It feels like internet-addiction and my fangirling day need to be stopped before it goes to the borderline-pathological way. Yeah, it's a detox.


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I never imagine....
yutorin
lobakisme
I never imagine this thing could happen to me again...
same thing happens again...
but now, I'm better. No more roller coaster. No more falling down so hard until it hurts so much. I sounds like a drama-queen, do I? sorry, just for this time I hope.

Now I'm afraid to even look at news and find that thing become "official". My heart is denying it, and it convinces my mind to do so. So here I am, too afraid being hurt by the exact same fact again.

I don't know why I keep compare it with the previous one, maybe past really affecting me so much.

Now I'm so sad and frustrated. But if it's what he chooses himself. I can't say a word but a best for him (even inside I'll be missing him so bad). And thank him for the great days, he really makes me happy and forget my stress.

Is it a dream? a nightmare?
I'll be missing you babyryu ;__;

*sorry for such being a drama-queen*
*feels like I've lost my zashiki bokko, bad things KEEP happening since I read the news*

Lasttt......
takeruu
lobakisme
i just remember....
i feels weird, had done many posts for today...
but i haven't tell about myself...

how can i get any friend here?

oke...introduction start!

my name is Dita, I'm from Indonesia
birthdate: 22nd June 1990 (same as JUMP's inoo-chan ^___^)
bloodtype: AB+

I'm a college student, majoring Psychology...
but I don't think that I'll put any post about Psychology.. (but i don't know, it all depends on my mood)

as you can see, I'm a random person..

I love Jdrama,comics, Hey! Say! JUMP, Sato Takeru (as you can see on my DP), Ikuta Toma, Super Junior, SHINee....
an I also love action/thriller/romantic-comedy/comedy movies....no matter what language it is (but I prefer western/Japanese)as long as it's good I'd love to watch them...

I love books...comics also...

and right now I get addicted to Mr. Children and Tokyo Jihen..

I'm trying to post in English...to improve my ability (both English and writing)
so please forgive my messy English...
and if I'm in mood maybe I'll post in Indonesian....

well...
I guess that's enough...

yoroshiku onegaishimasu~~ ^__^

A post about that boy.....
takeruu
lobakisme
yes..it's about him...
ryu-tan, ryuu-chan, morimocchan, dragontaro, babyryu...or any kind of nickname that I often use to call/mention him....
the boy that messed up my mood for one week successfully....
you did it boy...

actually it's taken from my one note...
and I actually planned to post it here...

"Somehow...i just want to write.....
And ryutaro just comes out in my mind...
Aaahhh...how I missed him already...
And I just watch A~ing Aishiteru PV, Over making (w/o sub of course), and over live+talk at Music Japan....
But I still missed him....and chiitaro, yabutaro, yamataro, hikaryuu, takaryuu, inooryu....
Boy...why do you have to smoke?
Dance. Than you'll look reaaallly cool...love how you dance....
Play guitar. Then you'll look definitely cool.....
Don't smoke...NOT.COOL.AT.ALL. XD
But it's already happened....

I just can wish for the best for JUMP...
I want to see JUMP's member smile soon....
After seeing a~ing's PV... I suddenly really love to see their smile (despite the fact that chinen somehow looks REAAALLLYY cool :p) and I want to see it...happiness in their eyes...10 of them, together...."

and regarding this case....
after think about it many times...
i realize I've forgot one thing:
he's just a boy, a teenager...
and teenager tends to make mistakes...do stupid things...
and thinks that they won't be caught in their action...
and feels immune from any consequences from their action...

i forgot that ryuu is just an ordinary boy..
a boy that's expected to be more mature than other boys in his age...
a boy that has more responsibility than other boys...
i forgot that...

and really...
it feels like deja vu...
re-experiencing this kind of thing again....
but now...
I'll try not to put myself into the same roller coaster again...
being fangirl is tiring...but riding that roller coaster again is waaaaaay more tiring...

please Johhny's -san...bring ryu back to JUMP...soon...

First one....
takeruu
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the thing that i want to post here is this......


yes...this.....
JAY PARK's FIRST MINI ALBUM...
worth awaited mini album....
really...
since many things has happen before and crushed my fangirl's world a little bit (almost in same case as ryu-tan but REALLY not hoping it'll have same ending)

yes I LOVE THIS MINI ALBUM and I didn't have any regret for buying it....really...not at all....
as you can see above...it's just the outer box.... (yes, box)
and inside, you can find an note/organizer/scheduler (with jay's pictures in it) an CD with it's booklet... (wish I have the picture of it)

this mini album feels like long-awaited thing after bad thing that happened more than a year ago....
and it feels like a really sweet present from jay to JWalkerz anywhere...who always keep waiting for him and supporting him...
and I want to be part of them....

what i want to write
takeruu
lobakisme
feel like I've abandoned my LJ by not adding more posts -___-"
honestly.....
I WANT TO WRITE MANY THINGS HERE....
but...
unfortunately...
being a college student can give you many troubles.....

then....let's flood this LJ with many post! *mostly random hahahaha.....*

(late) Birthday Shout-Out.....
takeruu
lobakisme


ok...it's better late than never....

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAY PARK!!!!!!"
Or I should say
HAPPY BIRTHJAY !!!!

Thanks for being born in the earth and became a very great man and artist....
Thanks for always inspiring me...with your "love and respect"

You know, you really teach me that being a hater is pointless....
Like you said "life is too short to be angry"...
And yeah, thanks to you...now I learned not to hate or angry too much...not to have any grudge to other people who had hurt you....
You know...like what you do...even though you've fallen down deep, world's keep moving under you....so keep going...move on....
But honestly....
I guess I can't implement it immediately like what you did....you really such a great man...

Thanks for making JWalkerz as one of your tattoos really appreciate that....really...every time I see it, I feel proud being a JWalker....
Hmm....still remember a year ago, you released 'Cloud' I was sick that time and almost crazy because I want to heard that song . Almost want to download it from my cellphone and not being able to phone or message anybody....

Really...wish your comeback be a BLAST, and let people taste a little of 'JayEffect' . Let them tumble, as you always said....and I want to see them tumble and see how great artist you are....good luck good luck....with your movies, TV Shows, Concert, Tour, everything....
And I really wish when you come to Indonesia again, I'll be able to watch you perform.....

But sorry...not able being much of a good JWalkerz ......
You know, financial problems...
But I promise I'll but TADL....really.... I mean it

Love you, have a blast BirthJay XX

Just Because....
takeruu
lobakisme
yeah, i write again....
since i seem don't have any progress in my tasks...
duh, this kind of thing really irritates me.....

maa....
forget that...let's start think about task!!!
but then, my mind got distracted by many other things....
for example Jay's new album (yayyy!!!!! \^o^/) and the fact that i'm not able (at least now) to purchase it since my money hasn't come to my bank acc. yet -___-" (just wish that by 30th it'll be there)

that kind of thoughts and another stupid thoughts....like now: WHY CAN'T I DOWNLOAD GLEE EPS.17???? duh please.... TT^TT

and many things like above -___-"
too many random things right??? i wish i know how to block them so i can concentrate in my tasks.... ('cause my midterm will over in only one week...please...those random thoughts...step back for a while...please...i'm begging you...or make this internet connection faster...that would be better, i guess :P)
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